I don’t believe the meteorologists
They’re just like those who speak generosity for all but then close their fists
What is supposed to be expected doesn’t come to fruition
I think I’m better off relying on my own intuition
Bridges are prettiest when you cross them
Not at a distance
It’s one thing I’ve learned
Like getting sunburned
Something far away can hurt you
All the unknowns, just like the future
The forecast
The frivolous planning and worrying for something that’s unsure
But running over those massive structures
Looking down at the water, up at the pelicans (instead of my phone or tomorrow)
Seems to curb some kind of hunger
I like to read the books and articles
Talk to those who’ve walked before me
But I’m starting to think all the advice is just barnacles
Jagged and ragged
Everyone’s living a different story
So I’ve decided
I crumple up my shopping list
Make a donation
And open my fists
I close the books
Take my shoes off the hook
Lace up
(They were wrong too about make up – so I still skip that)
I walk then run
Under the sun, not the clouds that were predicted
And I try not to think about when the run has ended
There’s beliefs and there’s reality
Right now is all that there is
My dog would believe it
So I wait for the bridges
I can’t see beyond the clouds
And the pavement is different than how others have described it
I can’t see over the bridge
I’m not surrounded by co-workers, overzealous churchgoers, meteorologists or psychologists or even best-selling authors
But I’m not bothered
I’m delighted

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