I was just going about my day
In the garage, moving some weights
If you stop and think about it, it’s a little strange
That one could draw happiness from moving heavy things
But while I was curling hamstrings I remembered suddenly my own fate
I am going to die
Just this morning I sat, in a still state
Reviewing my labs
All in the green
I go to work, lift weights, and run like a machine
In my prime now – late 30s
At the end of the day I can still do a few burpees
I wonder how much longer till the top of the hill
Till the labs turn red, till I’m dead
For how long can I hold on to this thrill – of working out, of having energy
It is a mystery
I’m reminded as I read the obituaries
Which is how I start each day
Because I never can know what’s going to come my way
But while I’m here – cheers!
To working out, to taking care of this body as best I can
I don’t know the whole plan
But it’s a fact: all my cells will die
Despite all the cardio and curls, this heart won’t always thrive
I remembered this today as I lifted the weights
I am going to expire
It is good to push, to compete, to get better
But also some days, it’s good to go lighter

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