It’s like a puddle on that CT scan
Something that started as ice and then spread out like a fan
It confirmed what the x-ray showed
Those lungs on the screen weren’t hollow
The old woman hung up the phone after she got the news
She lit a cigarette because she didn’t know what else to do
But she didn’t bother to go outside this time
She looked out, heard the windchime
She noticed how the photos in the house were stained yellow
She inhaled and despite the news, felt a little more mellow
Her daughter walked in, long and thin
Also puffing on a cigarette
The news was a blow she’d never forget
The daughter cried and trembled
At the dining room table they had once assembled
The mailman walked across the lawn, to the porch’s mailbox
He saw the women inside smoking and crying and hugging
He was flummoxed
What he didn’t know was that he’d just delivered a blow himself
A chest x-ray report – this time for the daughter
The one who sat holding her mother
They were like a melted snowman
Neither bothered to get up to check the mail
They smoked their cigarettes and became more and more frail
Till the house caught fire
And they both expired
The fireman who went in
Suffered severe smoke inhalation
The mailman went on, thinking about how he needed a vacation – from delivering bad news
The radiologists who read the report felt tired and short
Of diagnosing death
Of x-ray requests
Your actions are lymph nodes, your words reports
Puddles that turn to streams wherever you go
Maybe this poem’s dramatic
But the truth of it is: we are all metastatic

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