There’s a heaviness driving there
An aura of something’s off in the air
Bright daylight, noon time
When I walk inside, the glasses shine
A bland storefront
Organized shelves and aisles
It’s a place where people come to get solace from their trials
Me walking in is a stunt
Will I be seen
I dash to the door
Ah! There goes my neighbor out of the adjoining store, holding groceries
I bow my head
Enter the store with dread
The sales lady gives a friendly hello
Oddly enough the lights give off a pleasant glow
I have a vague idea of where I’m going
Past names of famous people – pirates and showmen
The colors and shapes are pretty
I feel like I’m either in a kaleidoscope or an omen
There it is on the bottom
Square and tall, with a thin handle
Auburn liquor
Nearly matches my sandal
I squat to grab it – there’s dust on the bottle
It made me think of that old country song
I blow it off and move along
Surely now I fit the description
There’s police officers at the register
I’ve always told my patients that alcohol’s no prescription
I feel my inner shame grow
Please don’t bump into anyone I know
I wait to check out
To my left there’s a lady in a gown
?During the day?
Inside the store she wears shades
I finally leave with a navy blue plastic bag
I look across the lot – there’s that lady – her gown has started to sag
She stands under a tree and peels it off
It was a disguise
I couldn’t believe my eyes
It was my boss
“Dr. Parker!” I heard from behind
I could have died
My boss was watching
There were two of my patients – stopping in the parking lot – to talk to me
My hands were so sweaty
I dropped what I was holding
The police approached
My boss was arrested
My two patients said, “We never would have guessed it!”
Me neither
Embezzlement led her to drink
More than she could ever think
What was stealing alcohol
I felt myself start to fall
My patients grabbed me
Over the whole thing I was appalled
We walked across the street to their yard
They gave me some water
We’d tried to pick up the cracked bottle but didn’t bother
I was ashamed
They told me, “Drink this too, it’ll wash everything away”
I let it touch my tongue
It was like dung
What have I become
The very thing I used to despise
Then it hit me
If this wasn’t my act of selfless love I don’t know what is
I’d gone to that store to get my husband some whiskey
Everyone at the ABC store has a secret
It’s undeniable
Acrimony, Bereavement, Conceit
We’re all in the same store and story, really
And fully, ultimately recognizable

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