It’s 7:17 on 7/17
I’m running down Willow Wood like it’s a dream
Beneath the pink crepe myrtles
Their branches shed bark
The sidewalk and the road are my journal
Every step, a spark
On 7/17 my jog is a scribble
I ponder everyone a little
The cool guy from high school
7/17’s his birthday
He liked surfing waves
What about all my other friends from 20 years ago
How is it that we’re all grown
Is it normal in one’s mid-30s to feel alone
All my friends are in other states or cities
I doubt they think about or miss me
Family members have died while others turn white
Running over the bridge, what a sight
It’s the same one I ran over 20 years ago
My pace is 7:17/mi, not slow
Out here, I can control my pace
But not anywhere else
Against the traffic I set my face
Do I have anything in common with anyone
I’m not the mother of two or three
But I’m having fun
Under the crepe myrtles, over the bridge, it’s just me
Is there a way to stop those trees from shedding
Or in this humidity to keep from sweating
Surely not at a pace of 7:17
Is there a way to slow it down
To revel in it like it’s a dream
Can I figure out what any of it means
Not for now
So I keep on running
Each step is a word, each stride a page
Guess I’ll keep going till this body gives way
Like the bark of a crepe myrtle
Loneliness on 7/17 is just another hurdle

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