He told me his symptoms and I listened intently
I tried to empathize, to speak gently
All the things they teach in school
I thought about my gremlins as he talked about his ghouls
His job, his parents, the president
On and on he went
He was a clean cut, nice looking guy
He said he wanted to give medication a try
How would we know things were moving in the right direction
I asked if he had a disorder or just an imperfection
He said, “I want to be happy and to not worry or be snappy”
I could hear that jaunty song play
I pushed down my feelings, my conscience, then prescribed a drug
Said I’d see him back in a few days, my form of a helpless shrug
On his way out the door, I also told him to exercise
To stay off social media
To avoid toxins
He’d feel more alive
Oh, and to look inside
Because finger pointing is self-disjointing
And excuses are nooses
My gremlins talk to me everyday
But I refuse to let them get in the way
I saw that guy again a few weeks later
He said he was happier and less worried
I asked if he was taking the pill
He said yeah, the second one – the one that’s greater
Some walking and weights changed his fate
He told me he worked on his relationships by going to the graveyard
He took down all his ghouls with a shovel
We both agreed that ghouls and gremlins cause a lot of trouble
I knew we were moving in the right direction when he said, “Facing them is a start”

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