I saw a race photo from the other day
Some guy I didn’t know
He crossed the finish line around the same time as me
His friend on the other side stuck out a hand
They were both smiling
A conglomerate of runners all pushed STOP on their watches
In that picture we were a bundle of multicolored blotches
The clock above said 1:46
We’d run 13.1 miles through Richmond, I know I’d gotten my fix
It was the end of a treacherous downhill slope
Spectators had watched the action
They all hoped
No one would fall crossing that line
Now the rush is over
I made my goal time
My legs are still a bit achy
That picture I saw made me think
There’s a 2024 race season to come
In the distant past was 2021
I’ve come far since then – in every distance
It’s strange that in a way I’m attracted to the resistance
No water but just air, moving myself – against everything, against time
I love what it does to my heart and mind
But I wonder how many more races, how many more finish lines there will be
I have a feeling there’s a finish line at some point waiting for me
I race through each season, swap out my shoes
Pine for the fall and cool air when my legs feel like new
I’m just like all the other runners heading out
As the sun comes up and we hit the pavement
Where are we all going
Trying to combat an unspoken estrangement
What are we running for
Are we running away or forward?
Who is cheering me on
Who’s on the other side
I want to run it well, run it to the end
Till I cross that finish line
And I see Your hands out and Your face shine

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