His large head peaked around the door
When I was in the bedroom, retrieving stuff from the closet where it was stored
I pulled that backpack from the shelf
Caught a glimpse in the mirror as I did so
I didn’t recognize myself
I dusted off that backpack from years ago
It still had a plane ticket and cruise tag on it
Charlotte, San Juan Puerto Rico
This time to Richmond, just overnight
His brown eyes, glistening, caught my sight
He stomped his paws while I threw clothes into the bag
He whimpered, his cry
That face was sad
I went to the living room and grabbed my shoes
Then into the bathroom for my toothbrush too
He followed me around
I told him I’d be home the next day
Tried not to let my tears give way
I planted my lips on his snout
The dog sitter came in as I went out
As I drove away he was in the window
Watching me go
My heart ached all night
I ate Salisbury steak at a restaurant
No one to share it with
My stomach was full but my spirit was gaunt
No buddy beside me
But the next morning I ran like lightning
Ran that race I trained all year for
Then sped home to something I love even more
Golden locks, big brown eyes, four floppy paws
Love and devotion that catches all my falls
No one ever so happy to see me
When I got home I told the pup to believe me
“No more backpacks,” I told him
He danced with me
I brushed his fur with my hand
Threw the backpack away
In the house we stayed
It was golden
How is it that trips to old places are now like revisiting high school?
I read it’s not good to question why the former days were better than these
Is everyone fooled?
Maybe it’s not a mystery
Don’t give in to consumerism’s nag
The hook is for the bag
Sometimes all you want is in front of you

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