“The sky looks like a marble,” I said
“And that cloud looks like a heart”
White wispy clouds so wonderfully artful
“Or a baby T-Rex,” my husband replied
We said whatever came into our heads next
As we walked the neighborhood on a Thursday night
“Some people are crazy”
“The Bible didn’t fall out of heaven”
“It’s so old, how can we know who’s right?”
We’re just humans
But amazing
He said a human is someone who’s half good, half bad
What’s it all mean
I don’t know if we’ll ever figure it out
All I know is I feel this clout
Something pulling me
And I see it in him
In every human
The need for love and connection
I’ve felt it in forgiveness and when I look at the clouds
When I walk with my husband and we talk it out
It’s something bigger than the sky
Smarter than all our alibis
But even in the treachery and evil
There’s something I see
Death is injustice
Why does it sadden you and me
Why would anyone trust us
But here we are, human
Marveling at the sky
Or whatever we’re doing
I want more than the colors and shaped clouds
I want what allures me, the mystery I can’t figure out
I’ll keep searching
I want to move toward the good
Till I’m 100%
No longer deficient
My husband with me too
And all my neighbors
Everyone across the ocean
Every stranger
Till heaven opens
And we’re no longer half and half
But fully magnetized
Wholly good and alive
Won’t You make us whole

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