I could hear it in her voice
On the other end of the phone, an unspoken sigh
When I told her my plans
She said a soft okay
But I don’t know that she understands
Ten years ago I cut the ties
Amazing how fast the time goes by
I had thought about it, talked of it for years
My husband encouraged me to apply
My mid-thirties nears
There’s an open road, an opportunity ahead
She was there at the fork, in a sense
In my defense, homemaking was never on my mind
There won’t be a stork
No pink bow or blue pacifier
There’s a different path I desire
And I’m okay with that
I feel she’s a bit sad as she passes the baton
But I still honor her
Soon this decade will be gone
It’s something I’m opting to forgo
In pursuit of something else
She should not lose hope
I’ll still take the baton
And do the best I can for those who are here and those who are to come

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