I’ve lived my life in a 10 mile radius
At 34-years-old now
I didn’t know back then it would amount to this
I drove past that building today
Where I used to sit in the cushy chair once a month
Behind or before all the other private school kids
Our parents couldn’t spend enough
For three and a half years in every season
I’d find myself there
I was reserved back then
I was 9 when they were installed
Asked my mom to be there
When the hygienist called
I cried when the bottom rods were put in
My mouth ached
The orthodontist said, “Piece of cake,”
Back then he didn’t always wear gloves
Those rubber bands on my teeth were tightened every few months
I ate Lucky Charms one time and the plastic around a wire popped
I fixed it myself
Back then time felt like it was forever stopped
My yearbook read “Class of 2007”
That day would never come, I thought I’d sooner see heaven
Couldn’t wait to get those braces off
But time crept forward – 3 years
When I was 12 they finally removed the braces
I decided it was time to face it
I took it like a champ and told my mom to stay in the waiting room
They were off so fast, I didn’t cry
My teeth were straightening so soon
They snapped my picture – a new smile
Time flashed like the camera, goodbye
I headed straight for the bubble gum
And marshmallows, taffy, tootsie rolls
In the days of basketball and trolls
I smiled everywhere I went
Picked up some lousy nicknames along the way
Labels that thankfully didn’t stick
Time continued to tick
My smile shined
In all those yearbook photos and Facebook memories
Forever etched in time
Now so my teeth don’t move I wear my retainer at night
Time keeps going
No matter what path I choose
Lucky charms don’t appeal anymore
New private school kids come and go from that brick building
The thought is chilling
As I watch the cars racing
As I’m engulfed in my career
Even despite my braces
My teeth will fall out
My flesh will disappear
At some point I’ll have to do without my mom’s presence
We’ll all be replaced
I’m not sure how many years it’ll take
But unlike marshmallows and shooting hoops
It’s now the traffic, jobs, relationship static, angry mobs
Making it all count isn’t exactly a piece of cake
But within my radius I’ll do my best to keep smiling

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