We were walking at twilight
He told me it was that magical time
He looked at the sky, its fading light
Our steps were congruent like a rhyme
The horizon turned a yellow-blue-green
He pointed and said, “Look at the contrast,”
It met my retina like a movie screen
I saw the dark tree branches in front of the bright pink skyline
A white tablecloth under spilt red wine
Death and life
Or me and him
An anchor and a kite
This evening planned on a whim
The barren trees stood out as the sky burst
We passed a garden among the thorns
This millionth walk just like our first
We gazed at the heavens as we walked
He said, “There will be a contrast like this at the end of our lives.”
I said, “Things will stand out,
All our triumphs and futile tries.
Hopefully that won’t be the only time we see clearly,”
“God gives us glimpses,” he told me
I saw it there somehow – in the nature – in this simple walk
Through an intimate talk
My sin like the red wine
My soul like the barren vine
My spirit an eternal winter
All my baggage
But the Creator’s love and faithfulness shine
I read the Scriptures and remember
How He loves me
He shouts it in the silence, He paints it in the sky
He gifted me this excellent man by my side
Marriage, a miracle
Like our planet hanging in the universe
I’ve received a blessing, not a curse
I’m full of faith instead of fearful
Though I’m dying, I’m living
Following the path
Heart bowed
Aware more than ever right now of the contrast

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