Sometimes – no, almost all the time, I’d like to just be alone
Solitary, solo
It wouldn’t be scary
I could blast the heat
Get off my feet
Open the blinds, or close them
Light a candle
Leave my clothes on the floor
Do whatever I want in my own retreat
One day I woke up and my husband was gone
I noticed the roof caving in as I left the house
I got to work
Inside it was quiet as a mouse
My co-worker wasn’t there
No one to ask when I had a question
Even the front desk was bare
“Excellent,” I said
Less people to talk to
But then no customers showed up
Brilliant, I thought, I’m in luck
I sat and played on the computer
All alone in my office
No clients, no bosses
I was fully humored
After an uneventful day I went to the mart
The aisles and shelves were empty
Nothing to put in my cart
I left hungry
But glad I didn’t have to see anyone
In the parking lot I heard a snap as my ankle rolled
I hobbled to my car since no one was around
A bone stuck out
I drove past urgent care but there was no staff in town
At my home, the roof had caved in
I had no food
My ankle was achy and swollen
Part of my house was on fire too
I’d left a candle burning
There was no fire department to call
No neighbors around at all
I had no husband to tell about my day
No co-worker to text and commiserate with
There was no money in my bank account
I’d achieved nothing anyway
Somehow I hobbled to the fire extinguisher
I sprayed and sprayed till the fire was out
My house was a wreck
I stayed in the garage where I started to pout
Not sure what to expect
This was my resort, me all alone
Hungry, nearly homeless, hurt
What I thought I wanted was a curse
For two years I sat and waited, an island
Then I heard a siren
The fire truck appeared and a fireman announced,
“It’s over!”
My husband, my co-workers, my customers, all kinds of people poured out of the truck
There they were
At the sight of them, I became unstuck
I hobbled over and we all embraced
I looked each one in the face
Happy to see them again
Happy to be with them
The fireman gleefully said,
“COVID is dead.”

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