It was a Wednesday morning in April
I was flustered for sure but able
Daunted by what was ahead
Younger, inexperienced, and new
“The little man,” and “a loser,” whispered the gremlins in my head
But I did my research and typed my notes
I went for a run that morning, prayed, prepped, ate my oats
I straightened my hair, put on my dress pants and blazer
Entered the corporate headquarters
Ready to debate her
I was escorted to the conference room
I stood by the cedar table overlooking the window
When she walked in
I felt the doom of one facing a tornado
Placid greetings kicked off the meeting
Then the clouds built
My heart sank as she launched her polemic
She was deft, strategic
I drew my sword – research
My contract, well-rehearsed
She rolled her eyes
Told me I used easy words
She reprimanded me for the email I’d sent
It was assertive yet diplomatic
I said she hadn’t done her job
Her eyes rolled again then they averted mine
This whole thing was tragic
All my hope died, I was hurt
But I kept my chest erect
Said nothing untoward
Closed my briefcase
Stayed polite, saved face
Apologized though not feeling I needed to
Walked away with no resolution
But I had a solution
Got online when I got home
Put in for some other jobs
Went for a jog
A prospect called me the next day
I wore my best suit
Went for the interview
They told me about their policies
And showed me how they track quality
An easy word
But my favorite
Along with integrity
In an industry of vultures and sharks
I found one like me
A tenacious heart
They extended an offer
So I wrote a resignation letter
With some easy words
No need to roll my eyes
I’ve got my briefcase and blazer
Headed off to something better
On my way to being a history maker
I bid her well
As I let go
Forbidding bitterness to take root
Grateful, thankful, ambitious, light
Sun over the barren conference table
On a Monday morning, new turf
Knowing my worth
Ready to take flight
With my easy words

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