Blue, green, white stripes on a rectangular bag
Tissue paper atop
On my table
Mid-summer
It takes me back
For there’s a gift inside
I can’t wait to give
A wide-brimmed hat
Flip flops
Chocolate raisinets
Mementos of my childhood
Marvelous times I can’t forget
For you and my mother made it so good
We went to church on Sundays
The idyllic American family of the 90s
But it reminds me
The best thing was when my mother worked
We canned church
And instead we grabbed towels and the dog
You hauled the kayak and we went to the beach
Then we went to eat brunch with your parents
We wore dress clothes
Back at home we hid the swimsuits and flippers so Mama wouldn’t know
You let me and my brother watch The Terminator and Jurassic Park
You cooked us Ramen Noodles after dark
I looked up to Sara Conner
You and my brother held guns
In your presence I felt like the luckiest one
I saw your surfboard in the garage
And your award on my grandfather’s wall
Your trophy in the case at the school where I played basketball
Stories you never told
But I heard whispers that you are a legend, after all
We all have some white hair now
Getting old
But slower than most
At 72 still working and healthy, kayaking
But you’re not one to boast
My heart has slowed down a little too
Learning to relax in the marketplace
To do good
Like you would
In all I hope I made you proud
Before time runs out
Can we grab our flippers and snorkels
Put church on hold once more
Let’s go to the beach
A distant shore
Maybe we’ll run into Daisy, Misty, Skipper, Chester, Squeeks, Sassy, Fluffy, Zelda
All the creatures we loved along the way
As we float past the pumpkin patch
The basketball courts
The kitchen table
Willoughby
If you do the math
It’s clear to see
Time’s fleeting
I hope you know I’m still believing
Let’s bring my mom and brother too
To the distant shores anew
Before time runs out
And one more thing: Please don’t doubt that you’ve been the best dad a girl could ever have

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